lonely nights..

everyday..

it feels like....

just the same...

the same routine..

starting when u woke up

,checked messages and emails...

and then showered..

then played some games or online to pass the time,

you hardly knew it,

its already night fall.

at night,

...tried to find company..

yet everybody unavailable..

no one calls,

no body tried to find you,

not even a single beep of a call saying whether

what plans do u have tonight?

or even asking to go somewhere to hangout or chill?...

dont know where to go...

dont have any plans..

nothing to do,

nothing at all....

except nothing..


what to do other than nothing?

sleep.

eat.

smoke.

watch the television.

checking facebook.

playing games..

yet...it didnt ease that feeling..

loneliness...

boredom...

depression...

sadness....

that feeling of isolation..

emo?

hah.

far more when u feel those stupid fucks use black eyeliners hearing heart broken songs cutting wrist with razor blades...

what would you do if you disqust what u could have become of?

get away from the world when the world dont need you.

how to deal the ordeal...finding a friend.

but the thing is...hard to find that talks to you back..

the only friends that are always be there for you...

is a pipe that gives flavours of pleasure..

a stick that help to calm..

and a glass that heals your wounded heart..

nothing more..just

been hells of long longer nights...

wish it would be easier it would go away...

the lonely nights,

prefering the long tiring days..