May is a lesson of life

i learnt alot from this month...


1st of all...
life isnt all tht good,nor is it bad...
its just unpredictable...

we have some good times n we experienced the bad times yes its harsh..
but then again we have to live life.its easnt that easy but we have to appreciate it..


ive come to my senses..coz i live in denial and dreaming for a long time....haha..good times...


so what ive experieced that made me changed?



i might lost a trust,a bond, a friendship to a friend..
whom might hate me coz of a mere promise i might have broken..
n now i just because of the mere promise..
she wont talk to me again...hopefully she forgives me coz i never meant to hurt her
this badly..n still...i dont evn know what ive did that wrongly...haha..my bad
all i could say..im sorry....forgive me uve been so dearly to me friend...


2nd... i lost love because ive been dependent on it to much..
too much fantasy & joy of it that ive escaped from the world.
now all its gone...its pointless to say i regret been addicted to it..
nevertheless..shes the best damn thing that ever happend to me yet...
enjoyed every single moment of it...
the feeling in love is already best joy that god gave
but at last it has to end at some point
...movingon its the hardest....

it wont be the same..but hey.. life's a bitch..live with it =)


3rd exams exams....its the judgement for our future..
we want to avoid it...but it has to happend anywys
my mistake was i didnt take it so seriously..
if theres it hope,theres a will.
seeing those whom determined..made me envy of them..
hopefully we did our best to achieve our destiny

4th...peers & family...theyre been so lovely ....
when we lost it.....theres no point to live if were so god damn lonely...
theyre alwys there for you..but we shouldnt be alwys think that it would last forever..
but again.. they have their on life..we should think about ourselves ...and.. idk..fuck i ahve no idea haha.



thats life..sweet & bitter.we have to put a smile and appriciate it

ive been so childish,so moronic,so ignorant of the faults n yet....
we have to grow up and face life.=)