Trying

friends told me if she needs me,she'll come back...


if she doesnt...its just not my faith being with her



i seriously cant let her stay if she wnts to move on


i love her tht much tht im willing to let her go..


i know..i know im being a fcking emo...haha..


but hey...u wud b the same if u lose tht sombdy whom u dearly love tht much...


i noticed the world change when shes not around....its kind suck but i have to live in it...


people know i am mr.emotional,or better weak.....



i just never knew it happend so fast.....



once shes like the only friend i had,although i have many..

but shes the only friend which is olwys been there for me...


to accompany,


to love,


to have fun,



nows shes gone....damn.




im still trying to not giving her up



n yes im trying not to rely on her tht much....


im trying my best at everything but...its not enough is it?



... what is love?
for me..its a really good damn drug..


once u used it,ure really2 fucking high on it
u became addicted to it...uve become bonded with it

but over time,once u get use to it.... shit theres not end or rather sick of it

once its taken away frm u,
u become dependent on it,
u'll suffer without it...seriously u feel like shit. haha

its not the fact tht used these drug tht kills u,its when theres no more which is dangerous



haha..shit,i sounded fucking emo already...

this i not me.....im not this witty...


im not this shitty

but the fuck...its been just a week n i feel like living in hell...





haha oh well like Isa said..



great things had come to an end,its not forever..




STILL NOT A FUCKING EMO BLOG!!hahahaha

anti-emo,live with the happiness..hurrah!!!